I am too impatient. I know that life takes its time but I don’t like to wait. I want to get to the doctor and start my transition properly and consistently but I had to wait until I moved and then I had to wait for everything to settle and now I have to wait to register then wait for an appointment and then wait for confirmation and its just too much waiting around for me to take. I like to get bad things over with quickly but I have to wait until I get confirmed for hormones medically before I come out, and waiting to come out makes me anxious and hiding myself in public is scary. I have to wait for money to get a proper binder, and wait for new clothes and I am tired of waiting. I want it done already. I don’t like being negative but I’m feeling really impatient today.